Hey You! It’s been 5 Years, time flies away very fast.
Anyways! I am writing this to you just to have an overview of 5 years which flies away like a butterfly.
Are you still waking up thinking you’re ugly?
Are you still sleeping and waking up thinking you are fat?
Are you still waking up with lots of thoughts and works in the morning?
Well yes! things have changed by now but yes I still wakeup thinking i am ugly.
I still sleep and wakeup thinking I am fat and as usual not making efforts.
And as time goes away I am submerged with lots of more responsibilities and new challenges and storm of thoughts running continuously in my mind. Now I more focused towards my goals and the plans I have made about my future that time had already changed.
I have lost many friends and fake peoples and gained some new people in my life with whom I had made best memories for lifetime.
You might remember the teenage you that used to use everything as an excuse to be sensitive. Well I hope things have changed by now.
My Dear past self I just wanted to let you know that things have change and will be more happy and successful when I met my future self and everything will be alright.
All those girls who manipulated me and make me feel worthless and disgusting. I just want to point out to you, that you got over it. You held your own hand and walked right out of that mess. You have now left a mark of your greatness onto society, and you will outshine all those who try to take your shine away. You are so perfect and unique. I know wherever you are, however you are; strong or miserable, you have the ultimate key that you have used, or have yet to use; the key of happiness.
I hope that by now, you have learnt to embrace your “flaws,” even though they were just things that were apart of you that you viewed as flaws.
I hope that by now, you have learnt to cherish those precious moments that you thought were tough times. I hope you look back and think of all the great opportunities to practice character those moments had brought you.
I hope you now have learnt the importance of family. You only have one set of them, cherish them and know that they have made the happy, beautiful, and successful you. Despite all the disagreements you had with your mother, you started understanding her. Despite all the immature and pathetic fights you had with your siblings, I know that they are still grateful to have your amazing-self as their sister.
I hope that you now know that having one or two best-friends that support, love, and help you realize your stupid mistakes are much, MUCH better than having 10+ friends that only use you for different purposes, and cheer you for stupidities you have done.
I hope that you have devoted your life to helping others, and continue to ask for forgiveness and spread positivity. I hope that you have now realized that the beauty of another women’s beauty is MOST DEFINITELY not the absence of your own. Continue to make your life an epic masterpiece.
Teenage Past Self